I'm sitting here at my kitchen table watching
it snow again. This spot is my favorite place to write. The view isn't what I
would call spectacular but it can be interesting at times. Sitting here I
realize over the past year I've gained something I didn't have before. My
injury forced me to slow down and because of it, I have found contentment I
didn't have previously. I feel at peace and my soul is happy.
Now if you asked me to describe that
feeling, I wouldn't know where to begin. The best I can do is tell you it's a
feeling of calm satisfaction. A sensation that tells me everything is right
with my world. I feel complete.
We spend so much of our precious time
running from point A to point B without ever stopping to see what is going on
around us. We don't have to be busy every waking minute of our day to feel
productive. Relaxation is also time well spent.
I never want to go back to being that
woman who never had time to sit during the day. Who didn't have time to have a
pleasant conversation with a friend. I don't ever want to experience guilt
again because I thought I didn't do enough. It's sad to realize that I had to
get to this age before I realized how much life I actually missed because I was
busy. Maybe my injury was the best thing that could happen to me. It made me
realize just how precious time is.
Our lives can be a busy, chaotic, miasma
of domestic responsibilities, appointments, volunteer work, and professional
obligations. Where and when does it all end? When do you get to take time to do
what makes your soul happy?
So happy to read your blog again! I hope you are healing well and get back to enjoying moving a little more. I am trying to keep moving on my own and walking outside. I really miss my yoga class and my hiking group. I know this is not forever but it is hard. I really feel for the young and old especially. My Granny is very lonely. I think this virus will cause a great many of us to reconsider our goals and priorities. Stay well!
ReplyDeleteBeing confined to one small area can be hard. I feel like I've been in training for it this past year. Funny thing is, suddenly I can think of 300 things that I need to go downtown for. Mike and I are doing fine and I pray all goes well with you and yours during this period of hibernation. I'm going to use it to get my spring cleaning done.
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