I think of death way too often. Not my own so much but Michael's. I know it's crazy but it pops into my head. In the last 20 years, this man has come down with 2 very rare diseases and survived them both. Maybe it's because of the number of times I've come so close to losing him. Maybe it's because of his age. We are getting up there and there's no denying it's going to happen someday.